Journey to a happier me

wow….finally remember my password to get on to my tumblr…..well at least I’m back on. Well I’ll just start with I havent been focus on weightloss because i am trying to get a job which is hard as hell by the way……. but I’ll post more and try to stay in contact <3

Gotta work out tomorrow and gotta get fit by june :-) I just gotta :-)

I hate how I look, how I feel, and how fat I am … :-(I just wanna be happy..but its all gonna change this year :-) I promise myself that

Feeling kinda down…..i hate eating, makes me feel fat and unwanted always. :(

I did way better today than yesturday and the fact that I haven’t pigged out is awesome!!! :-)

:( I ate a small chicken sandwich and now I just feel bloated and horrible :( . I feel fat,ugly, and disgusting ….. :( 

Ate too much today :( so tomorrow gotta do a little better :) here I go so goodnight people